March 26, 2012

最初的夢想



一直提醒自己
不要忘記最初的夢想

曾幻想過拿著大提琴到世界各地演奏
有人告訴我 我有天賦
要是能好好栽培 未來能成才
當時的我不曾把此話當真

因為無形的壓力
所以逃走到台灣
五年的使命 怎麼說忘記就忘記

也許命運總是愛開玩笑
燃起心中的疑慮
稱之為疑慮 是因為從未正視過所謂的夢想

經過二連三的未來性向測試
藝術類型佔大部分是怎樣?
轉型的希望就在眼前
這樣的玩笑一直在提醒我
已經進行到一半的路 怎麼可能說停就停?

語言 是我所喜愛的
雖然我不知道是不是強逼自己這樣說
但是想一想 距離那夢想可說是非常的遙遠

不可能回頭
所以只好繼續忽略
希望我的成功是因為默默努力地轉型

ps: 每个人都想得到自己没有的东西。但是当你开始爱上自己已经拥有的,你就会发现,其余的东西都无足轻重了。--是這樣的嗎?

March 25, 2012

BaiHe - One day trip

第一次那麼早起身
為了到台南縣的白水溪教會做禮拜

花了1小時終於抵達目的地




古老的教堂
據說成立了有100多年

教堂外隨便亂晃

禮拜完畢後
就是lunch time
那個叫 阿派的店 很出名
那個燒土雞 非常出名
我們都吃得津津有味啦

三人行 偏偏隔壁的女生離我們很遠

後來轉移目標
跑到附近的公園去
有名的好漢坡
據說有244個階梯 (還是比馬來西亞的黑風洞少 XD)

可愛的小狗

在公園歇息

去年的野外禮拜到金桔農莊
今年就到台南縣的白河
可見嘉義和台南是非常的近
這一次只是和教會的朋友走馬看花
希望下一年的野外禮拜能夠有一些不一樣 =)

March 22, 2012

難愈的傷

事情過了很久
心裡放著另一個人
但是 偶爾還是會想起那傷
不管是因為一首歌 一句話
或者一張照片 一些被記錄下來的文字
回憶都歷歷在目
久久未能散去
久久未能淡化

他們說 時間能醫治所有
笨笨地給信了
還自以為高興地在人家面前裝作不在乎
心裡卻隱隱作痛

還自以為高興得一切已經過去了
心裡卻還記得所有

什麼時候的自己
變得不再是自己
什麼時候的自己
變得那樣的孤傲
什麼時候的自己
變得多麼地虛偽
什麼時候的自己
變得不再那麼勇敢
什麼時候的自己
變得不再那麼真實

我不想回想那一切
我想重新一切

雖然執著另一人
想做的更好
卻怕捉得太緊
受傷害的反而是自己



ps: 我假装过去不重要,却发现自己办不到..一些记忆挥之不去,一些回忆抹杀不了..

March 20, 2012

願·願望成真

其實
明明自己比任何人都想去旅行
就算機會很渺茫 至少目前為止

明明自己比任何人都想去大玩特玩
就算沒有自己賺來的錢 至少目前為止

明明自己比任何人都想幹嘛幹嘛的
就算還沒有畢業 至少還有2年的時間


可是
看到朋友們一個個出國
去遊學也好
去旅行也好

至少這是他們的夢想

我多想自己的願望能夠成真啊!!
然而 每一年的願望就是:

每一年,至少要去一個沒去過的地方



ps: 不要一直誘惑我..想到出走的心情!

March 18, 2012

asking

is your heart strong enough?
is your love strong enough?
is my heart strong enough?
is my love strong enough?


am i asking too much?

March 17, 2012

友誼這一件事

剛結束<天與地>港劇
讓我震撼許久
命運真的很愛捉弄人
年少多好 無知多好
時間的恐怖 時代的糟蹋
讓所謂的友誼倍受考驗
在乎於 我們想不想得通

友誼 值多少錢?
有誰會為了友誼而付出? 甚至犧牲?
"友誼 永遠讓你有意想不到的事情發生"
劇情裡的一句話 讓我印象非常深刻

我 似乎受夠了付出
所以停滯不前 冷眼觀看
雖然犧牲了往日情誼
雖然覺得可惜 卻也只能默默接受

這樣的改變 我在適應
未來會不會再變?
我想 答案非常的確定--是!

ps:你的無所謂 會換來我的冷漠對待而已 再見了 我和你的友誼..

March 11, 2012

today is 311

這一次
真的是我自己一人過生日
回想去年 還有妹妹的陪伴
過去的回憶歷歷在目

今年不想過生日是因為去年311日本大地震
那時候我們一行4人在高雄的馬桶主題餐廳慶祝我的生日
後來得知這件事情后
自己默默決定下一年就不過生日 就為了那些在地震往生的人們

複雜的心情 不多說
今天 對我來說 雖然平凡 卻意義深刻
家人帶來的溫暖祝福
還有某人遠在他鄉送來的祝福
還有朋友們送來的祝福
我一一都收在心裡了
謝謝你們的記得
就算我把生日日期從FB給刪除了
這讓我很surprise

雖然台灣很冷 冷得我一直窩在被裡
但是有祝福&那些歌讓我覺得今天 其實沒有很冷=)

這2首歌
讓我發現阿福的歌也可以很可愛
也不曾發現原來五月天也有生日歌
感謝某人的介紹 311這一天 都一直重複在聽這2首歌..



後來陸續還是有很多朋友獻上祝福
雖然開心 可是手指好痠
sms, FB, MSN 統統都有
沒有辦party 可是還是有個小蛋糕&卡片

真感動
祝福的人數比往年少很多
至少還有心情把名字給列出來

thanks to:
siew lim, siew yan, zhi hua, zhi xiang, my mom, foong, juli ong, chaplin chang, ariel lee, grace gao, pricilla chua, jimmy yeo, jx lee, xiao jun, xiao yun, yaya lem, yorkseng, hooi, miss song, bibi yeo, florance yeo, simkat, cherin, ivan, juli, lay xian

thank you all very much!!

生日 當然有禮物收
想說都是巧克力口味的 也太多!!
生日 這一天為犒賞自己買了本旅遊書
都在介紹台灣著名景點&民宿
還有朋友帶我去波米特吃法國藍帶奶油意大利面
滿滿的幸福都在嘴裡了 ><

anyway,非常謝謝送我禮物的朋友--juli, chaplin, and grace

March 8, 2012

會不會有人為我寫?

突然有個想法
就在經過那麼多的事情



問自己
會不會有人為我寫


一首歌
一首詩
一封信


或是
一句問候也好

至少
是為我而寫..

March 7, 2012

Yangming Shan

last weekend i went to taipei again!
my friend, pricilla invited me to go to yangming shan for watching sakura
ya! i was excited to see the sakura

i stayed one night at NTU again!
i really like the hostel of NTU &gt;<


she is my friend, priscilla!

also, finally i know the girl, bera lau
she has told me that she saw me once before
but i don't have any memory of her
so let's know well through this trip
i am glad that i know you, finally!!

let's have fun next time
as i know, we are going to meet in april =)


March 6, 2012

winter break 2012

well, i went back to hometown only about 28 days
but i did spend a lot of great time with my family and friends

gathering of chinese new year


pangkor island trip

attended somebody's wedding banquet

somebody's farewell

also, lots of movies times and yamcha times at malacca and tangkak

what a great time with you all
i miss the life in malaysia right now..

see you guys at the end of June =)

March 4, 2012

Pangkor Island Trip 2012

i have planned going to island before
but it has always been cancelled because of timing

after the gathering with my friends
we departed to pangkor island by cars
yes, we went by CARS!!

on that day, we drove cars in mid-night
you guess what? all cars got at least 2 drivers for helping driving

we arrived at jetty of pangor island at 10 something
we bought the tickets and departed to pangor island by ferry!

when we arrived at pangkor island
first thing that we needed to do is to find our hotel
i was not the organizer, so i didn't have any idea where were we going to stay
we still were not allowed to enter the hotel
so we put our stuffs at the counter of hotel and went to have lunch
i remember we had a lunch with bad mood

after we had lunch, we went back to the hotel
we could check in the hotel finally
we had fun in the hotel for a while
the pretties were preparing while the guys were chatting in living room

then the fun began!!
we went to a beach and had fun
kyle and ervine had a little war with each other
somebody had been thrown in the sea
somebody had played canoe, jet-skiing
somebody took photos a lot on the beach

pretties XD

we had spent about 1 hour or more at the beach
then we went to sightseeing for the whole island by motor cycle
i like to sightseeing, seriously
especially riding a motor cycle and going wherever to see whatever

please look at the guys!

we took quite a lot of photos in somewhere
i like the feeling that spending time with friends

i like spending time with friends =)

i like the sky that from pangkor island

we had dinner straight away nearby the hotel
after that, we went back to hotel to take bath because all of us were too smelly

thinking till out of mind?

the last activity that we had was gambling and drinking
what's the name of the game? well, i don't remember at all
all i remember is i have vomited for third times and my friends took care of me
i thank you them very much

oh ya, one thing makes me confused is i don't remember how to get back to the room myself
my friends said that maybe i had sleepwalk or something else happened
i was the first one who woke up early

we had breakfast at 9am
then departed to go home at 10am or more
time to say goodbye to pangkor island

we had lunch at KFC
then kyle kept complaining that osk and ivan left him at petrol station XD
all we know was both of them kept paying his iPad2, haha
i couldn't visit kellie's castle because of iPhone4s again ==
i would like to say all the fault was about iPhone

kellie's castle!!

we drove home, yeah
the only contribution that i had was my car and i had been driving for 100km more in this trip
what a good experience ever!!
when i drove in KL, there was raining!
damn, i couldn't drive fast, of course
so we arrive Tangkak about 5pm

i had dinner with jx, simkat, yourkseng, ervine, bandyau
we kept chatting about somebody's scandals XD
i could say that we had fun a lot!

my friends and i went to grisek at night
my purpose was to find my best friend-- hooi
what a good chance that we had time to spend together
also, foong and i had a good time to chat about traveling
well, i just know that he is going to depart his new zealand trip in soon
i am so glad that he is finally going to complete his dream


friendship forever =))

photo is edited by foong

this is our friendship / movie poster
our gang, our friendship always in our hearts, never fade, never break..

we are going to continue our friendship, our trip next time soon! =)